My No – Nathan Wade Carter

hard to nod off head unstopping hard to say yes without showing my no hard to say no I can’t stop the midnight snack mental consuming        metal welded teeth I allow him to do nothing I allow myself to do nothing I am boring      into the earth    I am… Continue reading My No – Nathan Wade Carter


heat wave – mud howard

the future is not Las Vegas yet here we are dying and newly alive glittering thunder dome of sweat i can’t wake up from this ugly ass place out on the strip i mount my grief the breeze crashes against my cheek you pace and text and mouth breathe beside me the brassy comb of… Continue reading heat wave – mud howard